Jail......

So, today at school I was thinking about jail, after watching a stupid jail movie. And I was thinking, if you're the right kinda person, Jail might not be all that bad. Other than the constant threat of sexual assult from men who look like cave trolls...... After all, you get clothed and fed pretty well. You don't really have to work, and you get a ton of free time. Like Jeremy Renner said in the movie The Town, "the biggest lie people tell themselves in jail is that they want to leave". Then again, I am not really planning on going to jail, and I would like to avoid it very much. Maybe it actually is terrifying, but according to movies, it seems pretty fine.

Memory

The strange thing about memory is how fleeting and fickle it is. The things you want to remember most are so hazy, a blur of happiness, color, action. But the things you want to forget, the embarassing, stupid moments...... they last. They don't go away; they are long, drawn out, vivid in every single detail. And that may be just me. It may be that my memory is just a jerk.
Anyways, there isn't a lot to talk about. I'm feeling pretty meh, as usual. I haven't figured out yet what I'm gonna do, about anything really. I don't know about prom, except that I might go. (or not, so I guess that I don't know anything) I don't know about life. I don't even know how I'm gonna make it through the next couple days. Whatever.

My first post

            So blog, I woke up this morning, and I was like, "I need a blog in my life...." And then, with some hard work and some luck, I found you. So now, here I am, taking your post virginity..... Don't worry, just relax. Baby, this isn't just some one night stand. You are my blog, and I'll never leave you for anything else. Those other blogs have got nothing on you. You're my first and only....... This is the start of a long (hopefully), fun, beautiful (defineitly), and abusive (probably) relationship. I'm sorry if I neglect you sometimes, if I don't come and post on you.... I apologize ahead of time. But don't worry. You're the one. :-)